close-to-blasphemy:

agentsex:

‘She comes out for our ten year anniversary … we had this elaborate picnic out on the Point. I got down on bended knee and I said, “We’ve been together for ten years. Will you marry me?” And she said, “Ten years? We’ve only been together for nine.” And I said, “No, it’s ten, and is that a yes?” And she looks at me incredulously and says, “I guess so.” It was really deflating and unsatisfying.

I had to go shoot that day, and when I came back to the Inn where we were staying … She slipped a ring on my finger. And I was like, aww, that’s so sweet! While we were shooting, she went out and got a ring for me! … But what actually happened was .., She had been making me a ring - and I’d beat her to the punch by one day, so she was like ”Grrr!” But she had made this ring - which I’ve now lost - that had nine holes. One for each year we’d been together. So when she found out it was actually ten, she was like, “Oh no!”’

— Misha Collins on proposing to his wife Vicki Vantoch

I love them so much. 

(via brokeback-purgatory)

youdeservetobesaved:

Relating to Dean as much as I do, I kind of get why he said this. I don’t think it’s because he doesn’t consider Cas a friend. He wouldn’t have carried around that trenchcoat for 6 months if he didn’t. He cares about Cas and he loves Cas. Whether you see that platonic or not, that’s your choice. But you can’t deny that he does care about Cas a lot. And what he just witnessed was the last person he had outside of Sam take Lucifer into himself. And that’s not something Dean can fix. Cas said before he shifted Sam’s suffering to himself that he couldn’t fix it. If Cas couldn’t fix the wall, no one they know can. So that’s what Dean’s feeling right now. Helpless and bitter and cynical. He can’t fix Cas. He just lost Cas to a problem much bigger than of them. He just found him and just got him back and he’s gone again. Cas is stuck in a mental hospital with Lucifer torturing him and there’s nothing he or Sam can do about it. And if you look at both of their faces, you can kind of see that pain there. But it’s a hell of a lot harder to admit that Cas is being tortured day in and day out by his own brother than it is to say their friends are all dead. Denial is a lot easier than acceptance and that’s always the Dean Winchester way.

was just saying the same thing to Nathy on the phone, like, forty minutes ago.

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crownlands:

I just know that this whole thing couldn’t be messier. You know, I used to be able to just shake this stuff off. Whatever it was. Might take me some time, but I always could.

#YOU CAN’T SHAKE IT OFF BECAUSE YOU LOVE HIM #NOT LIKE YOU LOVE YOUR BROTHER BECAUSE WITH CAS IT WAS ALWAYS DIFFERENT EVEN IF YOU COULD NEVER EXPLAIN WHY #IT HURT WHEN HE LEFT YOU FOR HEAVEN AND IT HURT WHEN HE DIDN’T COME TO YOU FOR HELP UNTIL HE’D GONE TOO FAR #AND IT HURT THE MOST WHEN HE WALKED INTO THAT LAKE BECAUSE IT WASN’T HIM ANYMORE AND YOU DON’T KNOW IF YOU’LL EVER FIND HIM AGAIN #BUT YOU’RE HUMAN DEAN #YOU DON’T HAVE TO PRETEND IT DOESN’T HURT #LISTEN TO CAS—THE GHOST WEARING YOUR FRIEND’S FACE #LISTEN TO HIM WHEN HE TELLS YOU IT’S OKAY TO FEEL #BECAUSE IT IS #AFTER THIRTY LONG YEARS OF TRYING NOT TO FEEL IT’S OKAY TO LET IT OUT AND ADMIT THAT YOU MISS HIM EVEN THOUGH HE HURT YOU #AND EVEN THOUGH IT MIGHT HURT MORE WHEN YOU TELL IT TO HIS FACE AND HE DOESN’T REMEMBER ANYTHING AT ALL

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wand3rlust:

neraiutsuze:

suddenly struck by the beautiful dramatic irony of seeing cas telling dean that it’s okay to feel emotion

that he’s not a machine (an unfeeling tool)

we’ve come full circle

excuse me while i cry

#all that needs to happen is for dean to say #’can i tell you something if you promise not to tell another living soul’ #and then i will just be a sobbing mess

(via brokeback-purgatory)

mishasminions:

I LOVE HOW HE DOESN’T REMEMBER HIMSELF… OR MUCH OF ANYTHING ELSE, BUT HE STILL REMEMBERS HOW HE USED TO STARE AT DEAN (You know, the kind that makes Dean’s insides all gooey like Leviathan juice) BECAUSE DEEP DOWN, HE COULD NEVER REALLY FORGET HIM.

#you know this episode is called In The Beginning
#this is them
#right at the start
#a hand on a shoulder
#gripping tight or just resting
#it doesn’t matter
#because what matters is it’s there
#they began like this
#already so captivated and caught by the strange string tying them together
#and you know
#they never stopped beginning
#they had slow starts and false starts and disastrous starts
#but they never really seemed to end
#did they?
#fate only thought they did
#they began like this once
#they can begin again
#otp: the greatest love story ever told

(via brokeback-purgatory)

I initially fell for David harder than he fell for me. I was in love with him before he was comfortable saying it, and I think that speaks to our past experiences. I remember saying, “I think I love you,” and he was like, “That’s really nice,” which is not necessarily what you want to hear. But I appreciated his honesty in not jumping the gun and saying something because he felt obliged to. -Neil Patrick Harris 

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This scene is meant to be a very sensual and a very powerful image between two women [whether or not there as to be a relationship]. And we hadn’t, at this point, decided how far the relationship would go. But we wanted this to be a moment that was very physical and very empowering and very beautiful between them. And it set off some fireworks. It also moved the drink machine. It’s a very empowering statement about love, how two people together can accomplish more than when they’re alone, a great deal more. Looking back now, knowing everything we’ve done since seems there’s no other way we could’ve gone with it, it really is one of the most romantic images we’ve put on film.
-Joss Whedon, Hush Commentary 

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